July 26, 2006

@*$%!!!1

We will find you, you wankers. We will find you. And when we do, you bloody well better hope someone's there to hold me back. Cause if I reach you, I WILL HURT YOU. YOU BASTARDS. YOU UTTER FUCKING BASTARDS. HOW DARE YOU?! 

Traitors.

It hurts. 

</psychotic moment>

That was entirely unrelated to anything else in this post. Thank you.

I have a new storyline in my head. Which is annoying, because I haven't finished any of my existing ones yet, and OH GOD WRITERS BLOCK IS ANNOYING. *throws tantrum* Arrhenius, please leave my head. And stop looking so much like Moist Von Lipwig. It is scary and irksome. Thank you.

 

 

 

FUCKING TRAITORS.

 

We now return you to your regularly scheduled anarchy. Thank you for your patience.

- Abs x 

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July 22, 2006

....dirty little secret?

Well then. After that pleasing response to my last blog, I've decided to update again. THRILLS! XD.

Yesterday was a lot of fun. End of school, ran about a lot, got soaked, top fell off, peed in bushes, ran around by lake, borrowed Tindall's bike, stroked chickens, climbed trees, played pool, and... heard this song.

Not having Sky, I'd never seen the video before. But it's about PostSecret. I might join in with that. And the song's rather cool too.

So here's the deal. I'll give you one of my less-well-known secrets (not my most private, as you'll know who I am) and you comment anonymously with one of yours. And we see how it goes.

Dirty little secret? Maybe. But no-one should have to be afraid to admit it to themselves. Or their friends.

So, here's mine: 'I used to be in love with one of my best friends. And I never even realised it.'

- Abs x

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July 18, 2006

Red.

 

Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!

The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures

Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon


Well, that one's interesting. But *today I'd like to talk to you all about something, children. This episode of 'Thoughts for an Anarchist' is sponsored by the letter 'F' and the colour RED.*

Red is indeed a colour of emotion. I'm an immensly emotional person. For example, this breaktime I spontaneously broke into tears when someone talked about their new TV. Now, I have a good reason for this - one I'm not revealing here, thank you - but still, it shows my emotion. I tend to fall in love... lust? ... very easily, and, as anyone who knows me at all will know all too well, I anger quickly. I stress out, and I snap, and I tend to get hurt far too easily - I'm a danger to myself far too often. =)

I'm also very spontaneous, and leap from idea to idea. My creativity has a tendency to collide with sensibilities, of which I have very few, and I can become blinded by my emotions. One of my favourite things to do is imagine, and for imagination to work, you need fierce emotions.

When I was a member of SYA, I remember people being asked what colour they thought everyone was. For me, they chose black (most likely as I was in my goth phase), green, and red. They were asked why, and not one of them could pinpoint why. Later, they were asked how they'd caricature me; how they'd play me on stage, what props or characteristics they'd use, and they chose my scarf and my voice.

To be fair, my voice is quite harsh too. Sarcasm slips into everything I say, and I often yell or scream. You can easily tell my mood by my body, my voice, and what I say. Mind you, as Jim and I said today; "What's my voice like?" "Mature beyond your years, Abs." "At first glance, mature, yes. And then you hear what I'm saying."

Red. What is red? To me, red is passion, a good wine, cranberries, a novel, heat, war, hair, humour, lips, trickles, vampires, lust, sex, swearing, tongues, nails, red-light districts, arguements, friends, parents, luck, high heels, poppies, Winnie the Pooh, and most importantly...

RED is me.

 

 

And now, just to be different:





YELLOW

You are yellow! You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.


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July 15, 2006

Musing over Muse

*is going to Muse*

*and you aren't*

My first gig! Another landmark to tick off!

...That's all. I can't be arsed to describe the complete pisstake that was Clay.

Yours for now,

Abs x

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